confused...lost...
17.03.2005 :: 21:21
I'm back after such a long time. I don't know, but I really just couldn't find time to blog. Even my homework is still not done. I don't know what's wrong with me. Sigh.
I'm still trying to cope with secondary 4 life. There's just so much to do. So little time given. Or is it just that I'm slow. I guess so.
Sigh. I don't like being what I am now. There's so much things going on in my life now. I don't even know to start, or how to put it down in words. Or is it just that I'm scared, scared of what is to come when I do bare my heart.
There are so many 'what ifs' in life. So many.
Sigh.
Ok, my emotions are currently screwed up. There are some things which I wish to address, but... I don't know, I'm at a total lost now. Basically, it has got to do with matters of the heart. And words always seem to disappear when I want to talk about it.
Sigh.
I should go chill out. Give all the thoughts running through my head a break. I'm in total confusion now, not the right time to blog.
There's just so much to say, so much...